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Friday, December 26, 2008
2:57 AM *** Voices of de heart *** Just some of the things that i wrote some time back. This one was written when i was still with him... Last dance Twirl and swirl We were at the dancefloor All eyes watching Hands stiffen and breathing hard I was afraid to look you in the eyes Your hands on my hips and our bodies apart Twirl and Swirl At the park We were havin fun Shrieking away in the sun Without knowing You pulled me close And kissed me So what are we now... Twirl and Swirl In your arms again Reminds me of rain drops Droppin on us ever so gently When we run through the dark Holdin hands and laughing hard Twirl and Swirl We're like siblings now Funny faces Crazy acts Angry moments Twirl and Swirl Inseperable,the two of us I hope u will stay and bring me home Where you know i belong And we'll dance away Till the end of time. This is written for myself i guess. My promise to u i'll never let u down again believe me i won't let me find the peace that was once lost let me find the wings to fly again love will find its way in due time have faith n believe that beneath the hurt and pain the sweetness of love will reign once again the day will come where i won't need a reason to stay because i'll need a thousand reasons to leave thru it all the time will come when my heart will say that i've fallen in love again Tuesday, December 09, 2008
2:04 AM ^^^ Stuffed ^^^ Selamat Hari Raya Eidil Aidha to all... Hold on to what is good, even if it is a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it is a tree which stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it is a long way from here. Hold on to my hand, even if i have gone away from you - Nancy Wood, Many Winters Not hoping anymore...but i do wish it turned out differently between us. Coz you returned that smile back to its original place. Monday, December 01, 2008
6:34 PM -- Aftermath -- I hate weddings..hate weddings..hate weddinggs! :-) Get my point? Why? Coz it made me upset the whole of today, and to top it off... I received a call from an acquaintance's girlfren. She ws asking if i contacted him ..blah2!!! And i only got his number because i bought a camera at his werkplace. So easier to get after sales support mah... And guess wat..after she called...and after i explained myself. She smsed me why its good to be truthful to her...like she carrying his child...blah3... Like ..WTF!!! Wats with these women getting preggy n then living in the same house...go n get married la. Tie him down to the bed or sumthing...makes life easier for the other innocent parties. Been thru a similar conversation once and today definately is a good day for God to emphasize the point..'Not to date sumone elses husband...bf...watever'...yah i got the point. And i have a clear conscience..neva been down that way. I can be a bitch if i want to now...BUT i choose not to. I'm ranting.yes i am... Its still painful at times. I bet u neva knew.... A good reminder for the above...y some guys are total ass#%$#^#! Labels: rantings Saturday, November 22, 2008
7:40 PM ~~Chocky feast n Minds cafe n total nutz~~  Cuties with chocolate feast Yay to the chocz.... Weekends have been a happier note these past few weeks....from the choc feast above i had with Harlequinn last 2 mths...followed by Mind's cafe +BJ outing with Ms Pinky n my sis. Its nice to have friends around you. And i'm thankful for my family n frens that stood by me. Made some new frens as well. One of it seems to be a disaster, date frm hell. But another one seems very sweet. Werk is killing me slowly :-) I'll have to skin so many people alive. But i'll take it in my stride as life has a lot to offer in the dept called 'Experience'. Hmm...i really would love to travel before sch starts next year..but the economy is bad. Its recession almost everywhere. And i'm startin to feel the pinch too. But .. i'm still travelling. Emotions...is a funny thing. Monday, November 03, 2008
12:46 AM ~~ All over again ~~ Weee heee...weekends are the bestest ever!! Went out with Wirda n my sis to Minds cafe, since Ms Wirda wanna see how its like there. Wed is ladies nite horr....so i'm targeting any like minded ladies to join in the fun soon. Already the 3 of us, kecoh already...wat more if more ppl. Then we headed down to Cathay...and wowee...advertising campaign for Quantum of Solace is definately hot siaaaa...All the nasty cars were displayed at the entrance area. Next up, dropped by a Lolita fashion shop...quite interesting..hmm...and then went to B&J for some sinful delights. Their resident singer was good...and he ended the performance with a song frm Collin Raye "If u get there before i do"...sweetest song ever. Simple yet sweet. Ouh yar....i've changed my number. So just tag me if u neva receive it yar. (Just dun circulate it w/o my permission.Thanks) Starting all over again..........its gonna be quite an interesting experience with all the things i have lined up next year. :-) Missin sumone who doesn't miss me...way to go Nad. Truly, emotions, is a funny thing. Thursday, October 30, 2008
6:12 PM *** Raya, Karaoke.. and short getaway ***  My grandparents..Sexy la my nenek!!! heheeh All the husbands busy takin pics of their other half ;-) Grandma with ma uncles n mum Raya-ing...clanz at our best...cam whoringRaya this year with my family was great. Everyone came EARLY on the 1st day and we decided to come up with a color theme. Ok...not me...but someone did. So it was the green goblin for the 1st day. Dad came back later on during the jalan raya...Raya pics are up at multiply site.. I think if i were to compare the pictures from last 3-4 years...we can see the population in my family tree growing..haha!!!! Kaya cucu.. Raya with clanx...biasala..kecoh. Macam tak biasa. From the 'blaze' at Dan's house to the 5 sec crazy shots..it was fun then last year i felt. I lorve Wirda's pink baju....still remember what happened at the tukang jahit nyer store lor..hehehe!!!! So cute la u... Went karaoke after raya visiting was over... It was fun when i dun have the mic in front of me... Dunno..maybe i think my voice not that nice...only good to be heard in the bathroom. As long as my memory doesnt fail me...i believe..that's one of the days where i was smiling from cheek to cheek. :-) The trip was great...i didn't wanna go back actually.. I lorve the go karts (Imagine the triumphhhh of overtaking ppl....n grinning like Stitch)and also the time where i can totally relax and sink into bed. The trip..first and foremost, wasn't meant for chiong sua....but more of an impromptu kinda thing. Maybe ...at certain point..my expression on my face was kinda expressionless. Sorry for that..its just me. That's wat happens when ur head fights with ur heart. It just feels so right ...but ....there's just too many buts. And...i miss u And nope..surprisingly, no tears. Just my emotions caught me off guard when i saw a scene in the TV,during the last day. And lastly.....TGIF!!!!!!!!!!! I dun need to say abt werk....u get my drift. Bowling later with AHE guys...i'll whack them out...dun worrrrriiieeeee!!!hehe...confident mau lebih "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart."- Helen Keller Labels: clanx, family, karaoke, raya Wednesday, October 22, 2008
6:04 PM *** Stars in Cathedral Cove *** Weeee...Heeee....i am so hoping for the weekends to come. People..i will be changing my number soon. So..if u dun receive any sms or watever from me(by next 2 weeks)..just send me an email or drop me a note here. I lost some of ur numbers because i didn't do a full back up and decided to slam my phone when i was pissed, a few nights back. So yar..please excuse me. Have u ever wished u could just smsed or called God? It didnt need any reply.. Hmm its a silly thought i know...but i did just tat. Composed a few smses since last few mths...and waiting to be sent.... to God. Yar..i'm not a total goner..YET. Safinah will be my choice for the psychiatrist...i will forever be in Batman's world...in Gotham city...bitching with Harlequinn. ^ In Cathedral Cove...in full awe of the sight. But my foot refuses to budge forward, afraid of the sunlight. The scar was never to be seen and the mask never lifted. In the dark, i await.^
1:55 AM @@@ Hari raya outing with clanz @@@ Hari raya was great this year :-) Got big fire at Dan's home to start things up..hehe! There goes my diet... I lorve Wirda's pink and blue baju kurung...so sweet la together with the boyfie. Managed to cover everyone's house except Su,Shikin n Apiz....and adek joined us this year. Great!! Will post the pics up shortly after MIss Isya dear upload hers. Macam giler la posing2 with the continuos shots..hehe!! And i'm glad he came along too together with his buddy. Hehehe And after that the karaoke session...Isya became Minah Ferring Rocker and Faizal can go home with the best male singer la for the nite. I just remembered i enjoyed myself that nite with the constant singing and company...lurve u .....lurve u...all of u!!! Lets do that often.. -Dumb n dumber- By the minute, i actually am. :-) And the people at werk are almosssssst driving me up the FU@#$%@%#T wall.... Work and life balance yeah...that doesn't seem to apply to those werking in there. Lets watch some power play in the meeting room says my manager. Hey... its really interesting to watch people in the meeting room...and mr manager will be like "Nadia,take this opportunity to observe and learn"...eventhough at times i know nuts wat they are talking about. But thank u, for giving me another platform to hone my skills. :-) Looking forward to the vacation..eventhough its not really a date i wanna remember for now. |
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It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invincible to the eye -The Little Prince the lady
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